Tuesday, October 10, 2006

the rainclouds came back today

They've been hovering in the distance, but today they blocked out the sun.

I'm still...functional. I laugh, I joke, I hold up my end of conversations. But in the lulls and on my own I am quiet, pensive and almost brooding. I smile too quickly and brightly when observed thus.

Some things can't simply be talked out.
I am waiting
for something
to give.

~*~*~*

" feel like I'm disappearing - getting smaller every day
but when I open my mouth to sing - I'm bigger in every way"

Tunic (Song for Karen) - Sonic Youth

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