Saturday, August 20, 2005

am i evil at heart?

i wonder sometimes. It seems that self-care keeps me functional and appropriate, but when I lack sleep and exercise and stuff myself with junk and toxic people I become something unlike my more recognizable self. And then I start to wonder if that just might be the real me peeking through.

4 comments:

Anonymous said...

but why would you have to put something in to see what's inside?

-h

p.s. thanks for the recipe - it was muy awesome.

faerah said...

because apparently i need a barium test or something. I don't know. i guess i really need to stop posting things late at night.

Anonymous said...

toxic people?

and why do you say you're evil?

late night postings are the best ones, i find. they seem more real and honest. guess being dead-tired liberates one's innermost thoughts.

faerah said...

toxic people come in varying personality packages, but on the whole are negative and leave me drained.

i'm worried how quickly i judge people, think the worst of them. i used to do so slowly and reluctantly, and now the most horrid assumptions about people i barely know are the first things that came to mind.

late-night posts feel like God's own truth and the secrets to the mysteries of the universe at 2 am, and in the light of day read more like the ramblings of an insomnia-addled mind.

did you know ensaimadas are a Mallorcan brioche?